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OOH!!! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO!!!

“MAYBE I GOT MINE… BUT YOU’LL ALL GET YOURS!!!”…..Taylor Swift/”Look What You Made Me Do”

Lookie here, it’s my very first music/video REVIEW!!! (edited 5 minutes after originally publishing, cause I apparently forgot my Adele/Hello review, that I blogged about 2 years ago, so we’ll just call this my first SUPER POSITIVE  music/video review, OK?)

It kind of took me awhile to get to listening to her music.

Although I’ve known about her for awhile, just liking her collection of songs, from the start of her conversion to pop from country songs, only like 2 years ago.

I always thought what Kanye West, what he did to her at the 2009 VMAs,  well when I found out about it, in 2010, beyond repugnant.

I’ve made mentioned of that, in past blogs. As well as other things I thought that he’s done, that’s been either also horrible to ridiculous.

And truthfully, I was hoping not to EVER have to make mention about Kanye West or Kim Kardashian, on a blog of mine, again.

I may not be on social media, very much.

But truthfully, I’m a COLOSSAL You Tube junkie…. Usually for music type videos, news, etc. On occasion for vlogs…. And okay, I’ll come clean as Homeless/Affordable Housing activist, I love seeing videos of both tiny to really expensive housing.

I managed to be in awe, after I got the chance to see lyric video for #LYWMMD on Friday and catching the premiere of the video, last night, was transformative for me, in a way I badly needed.

In the 7 1/2 years of having to rebuild my tiny crappy life, while I try to use this blog for greater good, as you can see, I’m not shy nor am I immune to the hate I can experience.

Especially, as of late, if you caught some of my more recent blogs, this year.

While I’ve talked about a little a bit, about the issues of friends of who hurt me badly, recently, and a lot about the bullying I’ve experienced lifelong from both strangers and people that I know, the outlet that I have for coping with that, MOST of the time, is music.

And I get comfort and pleasure from the song of #LWYMMD and while I’m sad that it was needed, in the first place, for her sake.

But I guess for my sake, it provides a safe way to cope with the hate and hurt that others have caused me that I’ve never had before.

And it’s awful, throughout her career that she’s been attacked the way she has, not only as an artist, but as a young woman who’s had  to constantly defend herself both in the past and presently.

But she did so, perfectly in the last 3-4 days, with #LWYMMD.

As well as fighting back in the last few weeks during her court case, where she was horrifically physically violated.

As far as Kanye is concerned, has been an emotional terrorist to Taylor, from 2009 to present time, and hopefully now Kimye, will just finally leave her alone!!!

As far as the song and video, possibly calling other people out, the people that she has reportedly done so, in such a stunning and iconic way, as well as being able to make fun of herself, in the most brilliant video and song lyrics I’ve ever seen and  heard, shows that she’s better than ever and ain’t going anywhere soon and I’m really happy about that.

Thank You, Taylor Swift!!!!

Note: Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, however your “narrative” will NOT be posted, if you don’t agree. Don’t even try, OK? As I really don’t wanna be the blogger that will be starring in your bad dreams, should you go out of your way to make me feel bad.

Cause I got like all day and all night and new anthem to fortify me, against miserable people who don’t have anything better to do than hate on people, should you choose to start a fight with me, about this blog or the other 139 blogs that this disabled blogger has managed to put out, at this point in time, should you put me on the defense  ;)~

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What happened to Kim Kardashian West in Paris and the fallout is NOT OKAY!!!

I really did not want to have to write another Kardashian blog. I’ve made no bones in the past while I’m so NOT KarJenner/Kanye West fan, I’ve admired their business saavy and and as it applies to Kim, I’ve thought she’s an amazing business woman, where  I didn’t love the slut shaming and fat shaming she’s been subjected to in the past.

I’m nothing less than horrified about all the hate that’s been thrown Kim Kardashian West’s way, since she was robbed at GUNPOINT in Paris, a few days ago.

That’s not okay. It’s re-victimizing a victim, so shortly after something that was a horribly traumatic event, that could’ve ended in a true tragedy. She shouldn’t be blaming herself and NO ONE else should be blaming her, either.

I couldn’t care less, if she was walking around in nothing but diamonds, half naked with  a skimpy dress made out of $100 bills, Snapchatting everything she does, she DID NOT deserve what happened to her. And being a brilliant businesswoman that she is (um, cause like no one who didn’t inherit a 150 million dollars becomes WORTH that, by being stupid) it’s her perogative to make money how she sees fit and spend it that way.

IF there wasn’t a demand to know of every move she makes and everything she does, as well as the rest of the family, there wouldn’t be a supply.

And my answer would be ABSOLUTELY NOT, I don’t think that the actual crime was anything perpetuated with her knowledge or consent or anyone who’s she’s affiliated with or cares about. I don’t think she’d stoop that low. I think it was a calculated move on professional criminals, to make a lot of money on her diamonds, which is DISGUSTING.

And at this point in time, if she’d leave social media, completely, she still would have paparazzi AND haters following every move she makes.

In this social media era we live in and some of the psychopathic and/or sociopathic behavior that it’s created, it’s bad enough that a gang of potentially violent criminals thought it was okay to rob her.

It’s another thing to have to see such a hateful society horrifically thinking that she deserved it.

Which I find equally horrifying and despicable.

My firstborn happens to be a HUGE Kanye West fan (see how that works, even if his mother is NOT (although truth be told, I did have a small crush on Kanye, in 2005/2006 right after Gold Digger which I do actually like the song, I know, I know, I suck as an activist and I’m digressing)  BUT, I don’t tell him who he should listen to and not listen to and he doesn’t tell me what to like  and what and WHO  not to blog about!!!

My son has spent a lot of  his own hard worked for money on Yeezy stuff, including a ticket to Kanye’s concert next week in St. Paul, as a birthday present to himself. My son’s perogative.  He enjoys Kanye’s music, Kanye as an artist and his shoes and how he spends the money he works for, is his OWN damn business.

I can only do and say what I feel is right. I don’t feel bad about my previous blogs, which even at my most strongest worded blogs about not having a great love for the KarJenners, I never wished them bad or harm. I, at best, just really hoped that we could live in a society that didn’t have to hear about them every second of every day, which I do resent.

And as I’ve said in past blogs, they don’t deserve to have to be worried about being harmed in any way.

While I seriously doubt that any KarJenner will see this, if I could have the means to tell Kim Kardashian West, I’d tell her I’m really sorry she was so violently victimized like this. That it wasn’t her fault. That she shouldn’t have to change who she is or what she does, to not have to worry about such a horrific thing happening to her or any member of her family.  That I do only hope she and her family increases security, which they are doing, because what happened to her in Paris, could happen to her ANYWHERE or ANYTIME, given the awful for the most part society we live in, nowadays. She’s certainly NOT the first wealthy celebrity to show off her expensive possessions.

Unfortunately, what happened to Kim Kardashian West,  could also happen to ANY ONE OF US, even a poor person like me. I could check in at Taco Bell on Facebook, with my recent purchase of a $7.99 Betsy Johnson purse I got at Goodwill on my person. And some low life could think it’s okay to assault me or rob me of that purse. Whether they are hater who follows me on social media. Or they just saw me and felt the need to victimize me.

Or someone else not in the public eye could post a cute picture of their baby on social media and someone kidnap it. Neither this scenario or the one I posted above would be OK. It would be horrible and worthy of compassion and understanding. NOT HATE

And what terrifyingly happened to Kim Kardashian West, is worthy of compassion, too.

Note: I will NOT post any comments that support a victim shaming mentality. Whether it’s about Kim Kardashian West, her husband and/or the rest of her family or you want to call me out on my past blogs, mocking them, but reiterating that it’s not okay to hate, victim shame or harm them.

Also, if you’re a social media bud that I like, but don’t agree with me, please have enough respect to respectfully agree to disagree and not comment. Thanks!!!

An Open Letter to Kim Kardashian West

http://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/kanye-west-explains-why-hes-begging-mark-zuckerberg-to-help-with-53-million-debt-w164373

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Dear Kim,

I would like to ask you for 50 million dollars. Let me explain. I’m a very  POOR person. You make more money a minute by tweeting than I do in a year, on SSDI (which you may not know, stands for Social Security Disability Insurance). You’d be horrified to know  little one can do to survive on $12k a year.

I WAS a genius. Now I’m this  complex medically, mentally and cognitively disabled chick. And I do want to help and save the world, maybe not in the same way like your husband with his um, talent. But it bothers me that people have serious medical and mental health issues and are stigmatized. It bothers me that an innocent person can die, by going to school, to work or get on a plane due to all this violence that’s happening lately.

Yes, I’m personally poor. I can’t buy furs and houses for my family. That’s why my kids are living with my parents (well the poor issue and the stupid disabilities that hit me when I was 34). If I had 50 million dollars, think of the houses I could get for my children??? The places I could take them, as I haven’t been able to take them out of state (I live in a 280 sq foot efficiency in Minneapolis, I’m sure North’s toy box is bigger than my ENTIRE apartment)  for like ELEVEN years!!! And we had to fly coach and stay in a crappy Marriott Towne Suite and I had to drive a crappy mid size sedan cause the only way I could afford then, as a working single mom of 2, was to book a crappy trip via Hotwire. It was horrible!!!  Yes, I did go to Vegas for the 1st time in my life (it also was the 1st time of my going west of Sioux Falls, SD, at the age of 45!!!)  about 4 1/2 months ago, traveling coach, I couldn’t even afford to take luggage, though.

With the 50 million dollars you would give me, I could afford to get my haircut more than twice a year. Maybe take my daughter and some help (being disabled SUPER sucks) to Walt Disney World, as she’s almost 13 and has never been there. I could buy my 23 year old son a nicer car, as he has to work hard, so I don’t expect him to help me, but I can’t drive anymore and maybe if I buy him a car and have another 40 million dollars after buying houses, lying around, he could work as an artist, too, as that’s his dream, but he has to go to work at a HORRIBLE regular job, 45 hours a week, just to make a living.

I, super duper  promise if you give me 50 million dollars I will take that mean, wordy and profanity laden blog (blogs, SORRY)  that I wrote about your family, off of here. And I will be sorry, too, that I wrote it. And I promise I won’t make fun of Kanye or his music anymore.I swear to you, I’ll be the biggest Kardashian/West fan that ever walked the earth!!! I’ll also help the homeless and try to raise even MORE money, for children’s cancers, crap I already do for FREE (which you would think I’d know better, as I was raised in a super hardworking upper middle class Jewish family!!!), in addition to the advocacy I do for medical and mental health activism.

Sincerely yours, FOREVER (IF you give me the 50 million dollars), Lisa

p.s. I’ll EVEN pretend to hate that speech Taylor Swift gave at the Grammy’s last night!!!

I guess someone should’ve been “Keeping Up with Kanye”….

http://www.nbcnews.com/pop-culture/celebrity/kanye-west-says-he-s-53-million-debt-asks-mark-n518811?cid=sm_fb

http://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/kanye-west-had-meltdown-at-snl-threatened-to-walk-off-show-w164576

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I am not going to mince words, as I never had a great love for Kanye West, more like a bunch of disgust, for someone who I always thought of as a meglomaniac, narcissistic, no talent and  misogynist asshole from HELL,  starting when he interrupted Taylor Swift at the 2009 VMAs and if you’ve read other blogs of mine, especially a certain specific Kardashian blog, I really don’t like the Kardashian/Jenner/West clan.

So, I realize  I’m not telling you anything new, or that you don’t know, when at first he talks about running for president, than he disses his ex-girlfriend Amber Rose, then he supports Bill Cosby, where I normally wouldn’t compare another man to a RAPIST, until they support them. Then he comes out with an album that is shameful in what his reference to his horrible lyrics about Taylor Swift, which he goes on to say  “I feel like me and Taylor might still have sex / Why? I made that bitch famous”.

And says he did it with his wife’s full support, which actually in a altruistic way, I actually am worried about Kim Kardashian West’s emotional state. As there’s been something that reeks of control and emotional abuse by Kanye to Kim, since they got serious.

While there’s not much that I’ve ever had to say that’s positive about the Kardashian/Jenner/West/DIsCK/Odom peeps, I have to say about that women, including “momager” Kris Jenner, has a way of getting them to make a lot of money, from the likes we’ve NEVER ever seen.

While it’s obscene the amount of money they make, I do begrudgingly admire Kardashian/Jenner work ethic. I can’t even identify words appropriate for how Kanye West makes money. Or now how he spends it, to get into debt like that. Hence the title of this blog. As we already know everything else about Kanye West due to his amazing ability to self promote, to a level that  is ONLY rivaled by his wife and the rest of her family.

But, I really don’t think anyone in “the family” knew about his debt (if they did, that will be manna from Heaven, for this blogger, as I and I’m sure others on social media will have even more fun, if that’s the case) . I’d be really surprised though they’d risk all the self promotion Kanye did, so grandiosely, as well as what they did, for him to suddenly drop a debt bomb and money demand from Mark Zuckerberg, if they knew he was in debt, especially to that magnitude.

I really have to believe that Mark Zuckerberg is not going to bail out Kanye West, in any way. And I really hope he speaks up about the the crazy situation that Kanye has now put him in.

I’m the last person on the planet to judge anyone’s parenting style. But if Kris Jenner loves her kids at all, having them be so supportive of 3 cheating drug addicts (Lamar,Scott and Tyga)  and one man (Kanye) who apparently really HATES women, as people, that’s just insanity. Not that the other 3 are that much better, as far as their respect for women. They just are a little more on the downlow on how they conduct their crap.

I can only hope that Kris puts people before profits for once, as it applies to her daughters (and don’t even get me started on Rob, who I still feel kinda sorry for). And it would help if people could realize that at the end of the day, these are really a bunch of great fake looking but supremely screwed up people and if there wasn’t a market for them, they’d maybe stop trying to sell everything and anything about themselves.

But they’ll only do that when forced as when people stop wanting to buy it. Whether it be merchandise, other kind of endorsements and anything to do with social media.

I can only hope that with all this latest KanyeKrazy is enough, for people to finally say “enough is enough”… And if nothing else, ban him from award shows, like for the rest of his miserable life.

And for Kim’s sake, just like Kourtney  who both have daughters, would they want their daughters having serious relationships with men like they have? I can ONLY hope they wouldn’t want for their daughters.

I don’t envy any of them, let’s make that clear. I’d rather be my not so attractive, heavier set, complex medically, mentally and cognitively disabled self who makes $12k a year, on SSDI, but wears a hair shirt on the internet, for my mistakes that I’ve made that horribly hurt my children, for FREE, than to make money and gain attention in the manner that Kanye West, The Kardashians/Jenners, Odom and Disick, have.

I normally wouldn’t comment on celebrity, alone. Nor make judgments, so harshly. But when people make millions due to multiple mental illness issues, major manipulation of others and a promotion of misogyny and rape, I can’t keep quiet. And I’m not capable of  being anything other than absolutely disgusted.

And I’m NOT sorry at all, for saying this……

A “KANTEKEROUS” KASEN VS. The KARDASHIANS….

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People who read my blog and/or follow me on social media, know that while I am a serious activist, that I can’t be in serious activist mode all the time. And that I have a pretty good sense of humor, if I am not complaining about something.

I do blog about celebrities, on occasion. Whether it’s my contempt for the unscrupulous trio of Dr.Oz, Dr. Phil and Dr. Drew. Who make a lot of money exploiting people, which I find despicable. Sometimes even Ms. Winfrey (cause it’s her FUCKING fault about 2 of the 3 have the careers they do, but I still respect Oprah, A LOT) but I still have enormous amount of respect for Oprah Winfrey …. Okay, but I get asked, why do I even care about the Kardashians/Jenners/Kanye West, anyways? If I don’t like them, why don’t I just fucking  ignore them?

To ignore the Kardashians is FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE. That’s the FUCKING problem. Going off social media, FUCKING isn’t enough. Shutting off my smartphone isn’t FUCKING enough. I have to not watch television. Not even FUCKING Netflix. Because I can be isolated from ALMOST everything and then lo and behold there’s FUCKING “Armenian Barbie” (Kim) RUINING  what would’ve been a GREAT Netflix binge of Drop Dead Diva. As someone who ONLY makes FUCKING less than $12,000 a year, and can’t FUCKING leave my cute but humble 280 square foot studio, that easily, I really FUCKING RESENT, everything that I have to do, to FUCKING avoid them.

How does everything that they DO, become news and noteworthy, anyways? Some people compare them to “American Royalty”. And then people wonder why FUCKING society has gone TOTALLY straight to HELL. While I’ll probably chime in a more serious blog about some of my insights into people NOT being able to discern digital and offline reality.

But make no mistake about it. This IS a FUCKING serious blog.

While I don’t get the actual HATE that they get, where their lives are threatened, they’ve got people though. If you FUCKING love them or loathe them, they are laughing at all of us, all the way to the FUCKING bank.

I’d be FUCKING lying, if I ran into a network studio executive (and it would have to be HBO, cause I’m not FUCKING suitable, AT ALL, for network television and I’m also NOT THAT FUCKING DELUSIONAL) who wanted to offer me a $2 million dollar, 20 episode deal to do a reality show called FUCKING “Breaking Bipolar”, I’d be there. In a FUCKING heartbeat. I’d fucking hate myself, but I’d rather fucking any day, FUCKING hate myself RICH, than FUCKING HATE myself, POOR. So I get it, to a certain extent the escapism, these people provide.

But it’s NOT FUCKING ENOUGH for them. Who FUCKING aspires to “break the internet”, anyways? I’ve got FUCKING news for you. The internet is ALREADY really FUCKING BROKEN!!! But literally? Just because someone has an amazing ass and a great rack? That’s what we are teaching girls and boys, men and women of what’s really FUCKING important. And it’s FUCKING sticking as a lesson for all of us and it’s a REALLY bad FUCKING lesson!!!! It’s like we have FUCKING national narcisstic/voyeuristic thing going on with them and it’s FUCKING frightening. Or at least YOU fucking do.

Where’s Rob, FUCKING anyways? Oh he doesn’t exist and has been FUCKING exiled, because he’s not pretty and/or perfect enough to keep his “Kardashian Kredentialing”. Bruce, I have no idea of what to make of. And Kanye’s music is just FUCKING HORRIBLE. If you don’t believe me, you can watch the FUCKING auditory and visual nightmare that is “Bound 2”. Uh Huh, Honey?!?!? Yeah just don’t come FUCKING whining to me, as you can’t FUCKING unsee this and unhear it, if you choose to check it out. My FUCKING “koncious” is “klear”. Just remember Kanye is rolling in the dough and he’s gotta be one of the most BIGGEST FUCKING misogynist assholes ALIVE. (Updated 2/10/2015) And how about we just ban him from EVER attending the Grammy’s, again??? Yo’ Kanye, Beyonce can speak for herself, OK???

I don’t have a great love for Jay-Z and Queen Bey, but at least they have some, if not quite a bit of talent, to back up their egos that fucking ate the universe. Not to mention discretion. The Kardashian/Jenner/West clan, has NONE of that.

So what’s a person do about something like this, anyways? Don’t actively HATE or LOVE them. There’s is where FUCKING apathy would work wonders, in seeing a lot less of them……

You’re FUCKING welcome!!!!!

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